23 September 2016
14 September 2016
6 September 2016
I look forward to sharing some spring recipes I have been wanting to try and some other nutritious yummy healthy foods as the month gets warmer!
Here is a recipe that I am super keen to try - sounds delish!
2 September 2016
2 August 2016
140 days to go apparently until my little bundle is due to arrive and meet us. To get this far in the pregnancy is truly amazing, it is everything I thought it would be and I am loving my bump so much. Even during the nausea, afternoon sickness, all day heartburn phase I was so happy. I would feel miserable but have a smile on my face (most of the time anyways). Because those signs meant I was having a healthy pregnancy.
18 week bump shot
19 week ultrasound scan
Our announcement on Instagram/Facebook
26 January 2016
Sometimes being brave isn’t really being brave but actually pretending you are ok. I thought I was being brave this week and turns out I was holding it all in.
Pretending to be ok and knowing that deep down I was an emotional mess. As a wise friend told me the other night over Japanese food the baby angels are “part of me now, you will always be a part of their memory” he said it in a much better way but it is true, they are part of my life, our life and memory, and some days are going to be tougher than others. I thought if I didn’t consciously see or think of all the babies or pregnant women everywhere around me I would be ok. Today I am feeling so very empty.
We have had a few friends/colleagues recently celebrate pregnancy milestones and newborn cute little babies and I just feel that I have nothing to share or say, I just smile and say “congratulations” but it feels so fake, I can feel my fake face. It is so hard as I feel like my voice just wants to hide (and those who know me KNOW I have a voice)! I am happy for them on some level and I know some have had a hard journey too to be parents.
I know life continues on after loss and I know I am every so very grateful for everything I have in my life, but today I just feel a little lost and unsure. I have seen so many cute sets of baby feet hanging out of prams or baby holders and I just smile and then wonder if that will be me one day.
Thinking about my little angels today and hope they are somewhere on a cloud happy and know that I love and miss them. Would of been 12 weeks today with angel No3 #BG